i know i said,
no more sad posts.
but i cant stand it anymore.
seriously,
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE LIKE THAT
DID YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT MY FEELINGS?
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU,
I TRIED.
YOU KEEP SO QUIET,
HOW I KNOW MANS.
THE VIRUS,
HOW I KNOW.
I DIDNT FUCKING MEAN TO PASS IT TO YOU.
I GOT IT TOO RIGHT?
I THOUGHT IT WAS TOTALLY GONE UNTIL MY MEI TELL ME.
GOD.
I GAVE THAT STUPID VIRUS TO TWO PEOPLE HUH?
FUCK, I DONT WANT TO HURT ANY OF MY FRIENDS,
YET YOU ALL KEEP BLAMING ME.
I DIDNT MEAN IT.
YOU THINK YOU ALL THE COMPUTER GG = I HAPPY?
MY MEI AND BROTHER PC GG = I HAPPY?
PIGS FLY THEN I HAPPY LA.
YOU THINK I SO HAPPY,
THEN FINE.
DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME ANYMORE.
CBK -'-
' ARUKI

new member,
DESIREE LUBLUB SISTER.
please welcome her and make her feel at home :D
loves everyone. <3
' ARUKI

HELLOO PEOPLE.
WU YINHAO JUST PANGSEH-ED ME
FOR TV AND TO CALL A FRIEND.
BASH HIM UP! LOL
okay. i not so evil to my da-ge.
wuyinhao is old. =x
hmm. we need more members.
people, intro your friends here.
tyvm!
loveeees
' ARUKI

HI, THIS IS FOR FUN
CAUSE I HAD NOTHING TO DO.

YES IT'S TWO PICTURES. LOL
OKAY BYE.
'ARUKI

Hello brothers and sister ! :)
Back to post here yeahs .
Yeah , rants again x.x .

Who would be there for me , if i last minute need them by my side ?
Probably no one .
Who would be free to accompany me , if im alone ?
Probably no one .
Who would be there for me , if i'm sad , etc etc ?
Probably no one .

Is it my wrong ? probably it is , idk .

Work are more precious then friends ?
Probably .
Work neglects own feelings to own friends ?
Probably .
Work causes lots of neglections ?
Probably .

Nobody cant seem to spend time with me .
Even when i reach the point i need someone .
Nobody , would simply care .
Probably .

I'm disspointed , i'm depressed .
But what can i do about it ?
Go over and confront my friend ?
No , i'm definately not do that .
forgive and forget isn't it ? i'll try .

Guess i'm gonna go that party alone on friday ?
Yeah , most probably .
Cause none could spend time outside late .
Those who can , guess what ? they're working :) .

Notice : This part doesn't meant for anyone .
But if you feel that is you , i'hv got no comments :) .

P/S : Forget , be it how positive i am , how negative i am ,
it makes no different .
might as well be the last time me ,
everytime emo and negative thoughts only .

None , in this world .
ever took my advice seriously and attentively
despite many encouragements .
want understand me ? like that how understand ?

Bye , I shall be the girl , with fakes smiles .
Yes , thats right , the way i was last time .
Just let me be . Sighhs .

hello,
im here to rant.
either read,
or fzxk off.
he's a bastard.
she's a bitch,
what a lovely couple.
yeahyeah,
they aren't a couple.
but still,
she pangseh me for him.
"i pangseh her all the time"
yeah right. -.-
fine w/e. you win,
i lose.
bitch.
and yeah, incase you sisters think im talking bout you,
relax, i'm not ^^
and yeah,
we need more sistahs yoh.
who got friend interested to join.
please let them join. :D
' ARUKI :D

Hello all ! Long time didn't post here , lmao .
Anyway , hi BROTHERS O_O .
Okay , idk who the hell are you guys .
Cause i don't play dragonica or what sai want .
Can intro bo ? :( . Hahaha .
Anyway ..............

I WANT WATCH ORPHAN , THE FINAL DESTINATION .
* Hints cherie about the orphan * :x .

YAYAYY , WATCH WITH ME LEYS ! :D .

CHERIE IS MISSINGG!!!
SOMEONE CALL POLICE!
okay la.
i think she go bathe :D
and i keep kena dc...
i mean
how sucky is that?
okay so,
we got 7 members.
good?
good. lol.
my target? 9485748392473920112048939257829652896257289.
yes. that much. :D
practically the whole world has to join..
ohwell.. :D
okay. i'm ending here.
takecares sistahs and brothahs :D
loves,
-ARUKI :D

Hellooooooo, changed url, and edited some stuffs :).
i now damn tired.
shall hop to bed then.
bye.



*flies dead onto bed*




wlove,
jia.


P/s: i tml free!!!!! feel like going out. anyone free? :)